My world crumbled into pieces today... My grandmother passed away around 5 a.m. est. She was the love of my life, my fill-in mother and my friend. This is the first time I have dealt with a death in the family and figured when the time came I would be out of control. I cried off and on for an hour sometimes trembling so bad I couldn't stop. Then I went out on the front porch and began to praise God. Seemed like an odd thing to do at a time like this. I'm not exactly sure what made me do it. Within a few minutes I was overcome by an amazing sense of total peace. God has wrapped His loving arms around me and will hold me through this. Thank You Father... You are enough.

I ask a favor from all of you... Will you pray that He will keep me strong for my Dad? My love for my Dad is deep and I don't want to break down as I see him stuggle emotionally. When my Dad breaks down, it just rips me apart and I need to keep it together for him. Please pray that He will be there to comfort him with me. Thank you all.

See you soon.

In His Love,
Sam

may the peace of God b upon you and your family may he b your comfort amen

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Dear Brother Sam.
I understand your hurt. A s when i lost my mother, it changed my life. I pray that you will grieve and let the grieving process take its course and not be like me, and be grieving 24 years later, with an unresolved issue. Don't get me wrong i loved my mother and she was really good, but the issue is a matter of deep religious teaching that i need now to resolve, for my own health sake, and has impacted me greatly this year.
Will continue to pray for you, and may God grant you the peace while your grieving.

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Lemon

Thank you for your thoughts Lemon. She passed away about two months ago. I am doing fine. God is enough.

In His love,
Sam