Hi SaxLady,

I am no man of God and I haven't been faithful to my faith either. I am however a first class sinner and have spend most of time in the fantasy of my own mind. I cannot tell you what God has to offer or how you can seek salvation - I am too young for that. I can tell you what a sinners life is and how hard it is for the prodigal son to return. We all like to suspend our thinking and yield to anothers will or the live in the shadow of intoxication so we don't have to face the reality of our situation - the human condition. When faced with odds we feel inferior which results in either succumbing or suspending our thoughts. Instead of facing the trials and tribulations we often choose the easy way way out, the anaesthesia to all your troubles but as we all know it wont last. We will be a slave to the devices that temporarily free our minds.

In order to escape from this trap you must realise the cause. After you have realised the cause oppose it with all your life. It will be the hardest thing you will do and you will lose a lot depending on how deep you are in addiction. Second you must find a place that will console you... Third you must give your life to a cause. This final act will free you from all the sins that have kept you in shame.

For me I have found consolation in Jesus Christ and the cause I gave myself to is to help people in need. Things have turned pretty good for me. I am not saying I will not face any trials but when I do I will be ready