Dear Brother Sam.
I understand your hurt. A s when i lost my mother, it changed my life. I pray that you will grieve and let the grieving process take its course and not be like me, and be grieving 24 years later, with an unresolved issue. Don't get me wrong i loved my mother and she was really good, but the issue is a matter of deep religious teaching that i need now to resolve, for my own health sake, and has impacted me greatly this year.
Will continue to pray for you, and may God grant you the peace while your grieving.

__________________
Lemon